When logic seemed blocked by doors that doesn’t want to be open.

Doors that was purposely shut specifically for us. And no matter how many times we ask the questions….

What is it that you want?

How can I make this work?

Where should I start?

What is it that I need to do?

What is it that’s keeping that door shut from within you?

They just bounces right back.

When all you can see is annoyance and unwillingness.

Or a seemingly empty street with many open directions but you keep shutting the ones I want opened.

You seemed to be very interested in the never ending topics you want talk about~ but you keep avoiding the one thing I want us to talk about.


I get it, you want our normal back! I want it too~ but by wanting it, the more painful it gets— because there is no normal anymore. This is going to be the new normal~ and if you keep brushing them off, the deeper the pit you are digging, the tighter the door you are closing.

Trap to a seemingly invisible enemy.